To my angel ,
I will never know if you was a boy or girl , to me your my angel in sky. I have been thinking about you a lot the past few days , we never really got a chance to grieve or say goodbye properly. I wish I could of kept you and I am so very so mummy wasn't well enough to carry you much longer. I will always feel guilt my darling and wonder what would of been. Maybe if I had been stronger , Mummy could of held on to you longer. The pain of feeling like I had given birth to you but didn't have you to hold was the most heart aching feeling in the world. I cried for you before i was put to sleep , I cried for you when I woke up from surgery. My heart wanted to keep you but my body and mind couldn't. I am so very sorry my angel , I will always blame myself. shine bright in the night sky for me , there won't be a day that goes by that you are not on my mind.
With love
Mummy x
I will never know if you was a boy or girl , to me your my angel in sky. I have been thinking about you a lot the past few days , we never really got a chance to grieve or say goodbye properly. I wish I could of kept you and I am so very so mummy wasn't well enough to carry you much longer. I will always feel guilt my darling and wonder what would of been. Maybe if I had been stronger , Mummy could of held on to you longer. The pain of feeling like I had given birth to you but didn't have you to hold was the most heart aching feeling in the world. I cried for you before i was put to sleep , I cried for you when I woke up from surgery. My heart wanted to keep you but my body and mind couldn't. I am so very sorry my angel , I will always blame myself. shine bright in the night sky for me , there won't be a day that goes by that you are not on my mind.
With love
Mummy x
